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ZOMBIES WITH NEUROPATHY!!

Sun Sep 19, 2010, 11:25 AM


Wow.  It's been a long time since I've been on DA.  My last update was in April, a LOT has happened since then.  I'll spare some of the bad details, some things are just best left un-talked about.  Yes, it's my fault that there's been so many volcanic eruptions  this year. XD  But anyway, it actually has been a pretty epic six months.

I went to Massachusetts over the summer.  I drove there in my grandpa's F-150 cuz my car was getting fixed.  Did I mention anything about the new Ford Focus I got earlier this year?  I really don't remember, and don't feel like reading old entries. XD  Well, it's awesome and it's silver and has a robot in it.  It has the Microsoft SYNC feature and it talks and whatnot.  lol  It also has a fox on it, cuz it's from Fox motors. XD  The reason it was in the shop is because Darkrai was smoking chronic on the way to Flint and then crashed into Giratina, who got ebola and died on I-75.  Yep, true story.  Never let Darkrai borrow your car. D=   ANYWAY, yeah drove to Massachusetts in this horrible tank of a pickup truck.  Almost got run off a mountain in Pennsylvania a few times. XD  I somehow made it to Mass in one piece with Valerie, and we stayed at her AWESOME uncles' house.  Tony and Phil are the coolest uncles ever, by the way.  They also have an adorable little orange kitten. ^^  We also ended up with her brother, Brian, for the whole trip, and we has random epic adventures throughout Massachusetts (went to Provincetown, it was the best town EVER by the way) and New Hampshire.  Gotta love New Hampshire and their cheap cigarettes.  Cancer for half price YAY XD  I almost got lost in the woodsy part of New Hampshire, though.  I also apologize to the porcupine I ran over there. D=  I got lucky that it didn't blow the tire up.  I thought it was a raccoon until the next day when I saw quills sticking out of the tire. o.O  All near death experiences aside, I had alot of fun traveling.  And having Brian drive the way back to Michigan helped.  XD  The rest of the summer was pretty much spent hanging out with Val and my friend Josh doing random stuff, and watching horrible movies. XD  It wasn't eventful as much after the trip, but it was fun regardless.

Now that summer's over, things are actually a lot different for me.  I'm back in college, after a 5 YEAR long 'vacation'.  I started the last week of August.  I've got a new outlook about school, and also a new major.  5 years ago, I was going for an art degree, and now I'm going for a science degree.  Odd change maybe, but art and science work together for me anyway.  I'm going for a degree in Freshwater Studies at the college I'm going to now, so I can take that degree and add to it by going to another school for Marine Biology.  I've liked the ocean even longer than I've been an artist, and I love science anyway.  I'm not taking any science classes this semester, but I am taking the math credit I'll need to be able to sign up for Oceanography in the spring semester.  I'm taking only two classes, (Math 23 and Photography), but I wanted to start out with a light class schedule.  I'm not doing so bad in math, even though I haven't done the stuff since 2003.  And I LOVE photography.  I'm going to upload  what I've got so far in prints for the class.  My photography class is cool, because I'm learning on a completely manual film camera.  So far, I've learned how to chemically develop film, and to use the enlarger to turn the negatives into prints.  I'm doing pretty decent with it all too.  It's an awesome class, and I'm happy that I signed up for it.  I'm pretty sure that I'll actually do okay in school now.

Some less than happy news about my health, though.  The nerve problems are getting worse.  Last Monday, I ended up going into the emergency room, because there had been numbness in part of my face for four days.  My brain's not exploding and I didn't have a stroke or anything, but they couldn't figure out why it happened.  I got an emergency appointment with a neurologist, and a diagnosis of peripheral neuropathy.  Yet again, the neurologist couldn't tell me why my nerves are doing what they're doing.  The numbness has pretty much hit both legs and feet, and also both arms and hands, along with at first the right side of my face, but now more like 75% of my face.  I was told pretty much to just suck it up and deal with it.  Yeah, because everyone should be able to get 3rd degree burns or accidentally cut down to the bone and not feel it.  They keep mentioning the anomaly in the white matter of my brain, but not looking into anything.  I can't get the help I need where I live, so I'm gonna find a way to get seen at the University of Michigan hospital.  It's one of the best schools and hospitals in the US so maybe someone there can figure this out.  I'm 24 years old, and I have nerves similar to my grandpa's, but he's 73 and has diabetes.  I take care of myself as much as I can, and this is still going on.  My left leg has become almost useless to me now, and when I'm walking, it's pretty much like dragging dead weight that's attached to me.  I fall alot more now, too.  I'm just hoping that someone downstate can help me out.

Alright, I think that about sums everything that's been going on in the past 6 months.

On a complete random note, I have my halloween costume in mind for this year.  I wanna be a turn- of-the century zombie. XD  As in when the 19th century became the 20th, not from when the 20th became the 21st, cuz 10 years ago wasn't that interesting XD

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~emoshaman
Garth
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I am THE [emo shaman]. I'm emo as fuck, and I'll be the first to admit it. Call me emo, I'll take it as a compliment, not an insult. Also into shamanism, hence the shaman part of [emo shaman]. I'm doing my best to tread lightly on this thing called reality, yet I'm in an astral plane way above human comprehension. I've been dead before, but for some reason I came back. This life of mine is one of many I've lived, and hopefully I get it right so it will be the last. I am one with the elements, holding fire and water closer as they are the ones I have bonded with. I am chaos and destruction, but also balance and renewal.

Also something else sorta important about myself..I'm transgendered, AND I IDENTIFY AS MALE. That should answer everyone's "OMG WTF GENDER IS THAT?" questions about my pictures of myself. If you have a problem with that, please keep it to yourself. I have enough death threats and discrimination to contend with IRL, don't need it on the internetz too. Also if you don't know what transgendered means, look it up. I've been out for almost 4 years, I'm sick of explaining it. D= I know I look like a 15 year old emokid boy, but I'm totally okay with that. XD

..Unn..I'm also schizophrenic and have some undiagnosable neurological disorder, so forgive me for anything that may seem odd or delusional. I don't function on the same wavelength as the rest of the world.

Current Residence: The Reverse World
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
Favourite genre of music: EMO
Favourite photographer: Myself, of course!
Favourite style of art: Surreal, psychedelic, fanart
Operating System: Telekinesis.
MP3 player of choice: iPod, only cuz I got mine as a gift.
Wallpaper of choice: Most often anything with Darkrai. ^_-
Skin of choice: ..HUMAN
Favourite cartoon character: Darkrai and Mewtwo
Personal Quote: Waking nightmare never ends, dark void inside my head.
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:iconreikaneko:
Dude I remember having you as a friend on LJ. (live journal) well.. my username name on there was midnightokami xD I just wanna drop by and say hai :)
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:iconbrightfoxoftokyo:
im in ur dA
stalking ur page

*brick'd*

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:iconschnuron:
Merry christmas, emoshaman.

Well, as long as you couldn't upload something, I think your life or things came ups and downs, right? I dunno, I'm just saying, as long as I wasn't pretty fancy to reply of your stuff.

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~nocnatisina Oct 28, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the :+fav:

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:iconbrightfoxoftokyo:
ohhey its been a long time since we talked or something

how long has it been exactly...?

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~emoshaman Oct 24, 2010  Student Photographer
Hey, yeah it's been awhile. I'm still alive [barely lol]. School's really time consuming and stressful. My nerve stuff has gotten alot worse, makes the simple things not so simple for me. I hhaven't been trying to avoid people or anything, but life's been pretty eventful since about march of this year. I'm learning photography now, though so I'm at least being creative in some way. I'm really missing being able to draw, but my right hand doesn't work much anymore XP

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..Who do you wanna be?
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:iconbrightfoxoftokyo:
Ah, school. Right now high school for me is being just a pain in the ass, seeing as I had to do 1 English test, 1 math quiz, 1 world history project (a big powerpoint with lotsa research all by myself ffff), and the English test review as well. Lots of stuff to do since I "took a day off" on Thursday to visit my grandparents who are two states away. Aww man, I'm sorry about your hand D:

A few things have happened too, like my old computer recently being murdered by viruses. Now I'm typing this on a shiny new Macbook. o3o

It's great that you're learning photography though, cause that's really cool o3o
...even though i suck at that myself *brick'd*

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Mood: Tired ~DarkraiDiety Jun 21, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Believe me buddy, you're not the only Darkrai emo fan boy, I'm also one...

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Open your eyes to the world around you
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~emoshaman Jun 27, 2010  Student Photographer
Hahaha awesome.

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[the one and only Darkrai emofanboy!]

..what do you wanna be?
..Who do you wanna be?
..Or would you rather die here tonight..?
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~DarkraiDiety Jun 29, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Indeed..

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Ignorance isn't bliss, it's damnation
Open your eyes to the world around you
It's more than the usual frustration

There's things in play you won't understand
Man's end is soon, Illuminati will ensure
But fear not, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand
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